–WeLc()mE–

There is nothing more complicated than love.
Denial is a game we shoudn’t play
It’s hard for me when im trying to forget…
Is what we had something that i should regret?…
Feelings that won’t just go away…….
Cause ive fallen in love With you
Denial is a game we shouldnt play
Accept the truth and hope the pain goes away
I know this pain is so hard to bear
But i can make it through…i know i can….
Love makes me deny what i feel deep down inside…

pano kea nangyari? hmp? prang kelan lng para kmina aso’t pusa? sinu nga bang mgaakala na mggng kmi? hndi naman kmi ganun ka close wen wer both in hghscul!! dami naming differences!! and samtymz lagi kming ngaargue dhl lng sa isand bgay na wlang kabuluhan.. now akin na xa!!! kami na officially panu nga ba ngyari?

gn2 poh!! wen wer in hghscul wer not dat much too close!! minsan lng kmi mgksama and ayaw ko sa knya kc supladido xa!! he fil d same way he dnt lyk me too coz im too childish and di mrunong mgseryoso, maingay pah!!! minsan lgi kmi ngttlo especially sa recitation..e bkt ba gz2 Q smgot e! wen wer in 4th yr nah ngbgo lhat nging close na kmi!! not lyk b4 pro d prin maiiwasan ang mgargue kz nga!! hMP!!! dont know….. dmi feedback sa knya nllink xa sa cousin ko,, sa fren ko and  wla lng naman yun sa akn kz d Q xa pinapakelaman,,,

graduation day!! pinakamasakit na araw  kz dedma xa!! d nea aQ inaproach.. ininv8 q xa sa party Q kso ala xa.. hay nku ala lng sa akin yun!! pro dip inside masaki kz the hul year kming dlwa ang mgkasama…

college lyf na!1 wlang communication,, d Q na alam nu ngyari sa knya!! no day m ngbgy ng number nea sa akin!1 schocking dba? so kip in touch na kmi!!! summer dumalaw xa sa hauz and dun na ngstart ang lhat!! i ask him  y d nea aQ pinansin nung graduation day!! and dun nah nlnaw ang lhat!!  gnwa pla nea yun kz he dnt wnt to miss me!!  WOW naman dba?  now oFFicially kmi nah!!  at ang dmi dami ng trials ang nalampasan namin yung pinakamatindng problem nlng ng di pa nalulutas!!! HAY NKU mr. guillermo calantoc i LOve you nah!!!!

So lately, been wonderingwho will be there to take my placewhen i’m gone you’ll need loveto light the shadows on your faceif a great wave shall fall and fall upon us allthen between the sand and stonecould you make it on your ownif i could, then i wouldi’ll go wherever you will goway up high or down lowi’ll go wherever you will goand maybe, i’ll find outa way to make it back somedayto watch you, to guide youthrough the darkest of your daysif a great wave shall fall and fall upon us allthen i hope there’s someone out therewho can bring me back to youif i could, then i wouldi’ll go wherever you will goway up high or down lowi’ll go wherever you will gorun away with my heartrun away with my hoperun away with my lovei know now, just quite howmy life and love might still go onin your heart, in your mindi’ll stay with you for all of timeif i could, then i wouldi’ll go wherever you will goway up high or down lowi’ll go wherever you will goif i could turn back timei’ll go wherever you will goif i could make you minei’ll go wherever you will goi’ll go wherever you will go

Still recall the warmth of the night
Try to ease the pain in my heart
And now that you’re out of sight
Tears fall from these eyes
Echoes of my voice slowly die fears in every corner of my mind
And even if it’s over
.still can’t bear with time

*** how could you go?
How could you say goodbye
It hurts inside, .cause by now
.still can’t find the reason why it’s hard to try with cryin’ all the time
My fate is you
And somehow keep myself lovin’ you
Love can’t lie

message:

i like how sarah sang this song.. everytym na nrrnig ko i2 it really touches mah heart!1 galing nea kumanta!!! tska ganda ng title dba? LOVE CANT LIE!! totyo naman dba?

for me love cnt lie tlga. kz pag my gz2 me sa guy it really so easy na mahalta sakin!1

FOR ALL OF MY LIFE

Come and lay here beside me
I’ll tell you how i feel
There’s a secret inside me
I’m ready to reveal

All of my life
With all of my heart
These are things that i promise

message:

for all of my life im w8n 4 a guy na seseryosohin ko.. now i found him.. hope hee woud stay with me for ever!! i dont know y i love this guy so much!! he conquered my heart.. i love u!!

Never Have I Fallen

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

Message: INLOVE ka ba or
LOVE mo sya? Akala ko dati pareho lang pero iba
pala!! basahin para maliwanagan naman tayo.
"It’s
definitely different when you love someone and
when you’re inlove with someone" explanation:
alin nga ba ang mas malalim? Loving someone or
Being in love with someone? marami sa atin ang
na confuse tungkol dito. Ikaw ba ay may girlfriend
o boyfriend ngayon? Mahal mo ba siya pero
parang may isang tao na parang mahalaga din
sayo. o may mahal ka na akala mo eh mahal mo
nga siya pero meron ka pa rin isang tao na
minamahal ng totoo.
Kapag love mo ang isang tao
masaya ka.. Feeling mo ok na ang lahat… pero
ang ma-inlove ka, ang siyang pinakamasakit sa
lahat! Kasi ang mga taong inlove ay ang mga
taong ngsasakripisyo at ngpaparaya. Teka bakit
ka nga ba ngpaparaya? Dahil ba hindi ka niya
mahal o dahil hindi ka siguradong ok lang sa
kanya? Kung yan ang dahilan mo, walang duda
na inlove ka nga sa kanya. Kasi iniisip mo kung
anong meron kayo sa ngayon ang tanging
mahalaga at kontento ka na. Pero isipin mo
paano kung mawala ang taong yon at talagang
hindi na kayo mag-usap at magkita, kaya mo ba?
Paano naman kung sayo siya inlove at ibinigay
niya ang lahat para sayo pero hindi mo
napahalagahan ang lahat ng ito kaagad! Paano
kung isang araw naguluhan na siya sayo ng husto
at maisipang lumayo na lang? Paano kung sa
sobrang pagiging iba mo sa kanya di ka na niya
kausapin at tuldukan na niya ng tuluyan kung ano
na ang meron kayo? Then bigla mong na realize
kung gaano ka importante sayo ang bawat isa
kaya lang wala na siya! Kaya mo ba? Kung hindi
ang sagot mo, malinaw na inlove ka nga… Paano
naman pag mahal mo lang, kapag mahal mo lang,
alam mo na palagi kang may choice, ayaw mo
siyang mawala dahil alam mong wala kang
ipapalit. Yung masaya ka sa kanya pero sa gabi
hindi naman siya ang iniisip mo. Mahal mo siya
pero aminado ka sa sarili mo na balang araw hindi
siya ang pakakasalan mo. Mahal mo siya pero
ang puso mo hindi lang pra sa kanya.. Mahal mo
at masasaktan ka pagnawala siya pero alm mo na
kaya mo yon. Ngayon anong nararamdaman mo
ngayon:
DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE or YOU’RE
INLOVE WITH SOMEONE? Isang araw
magigising ka na lang na INLOVE ka na nga pero
kahit anong gawin mo ay huli na. Dahil maaaring
yung taong INLOVE din sayo ay wala na pala.
Tandaan mo: Masyadong mapaglaro ang puso
huwag tayo magpaloko!!! We learn to love
someone pero minsan lang dumating sa atin ang
pagkakataong ma-inlove!!! Kaya kapag dumating
ito, ano ang gagawin mo? Post mo ulit ito at
tulungn natin na maliwanagan ang iba… This is
real, nkatulong na ito sa iba, at ito ang naging
dahilan para masabi niya ang totoo sa taong inlove
siya…

"My Immortal"
I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus:]
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along

-i post this song para sau kz mgnda yung meaning nea!! sana malaman mo yung real meaning n2!!! thank u sa lahat Lahat!!! i will neaver forget you…

juz always remember that im still for u no matter wat happened……

–miz u so much lawrence–

sam1 na cooL sarap kausap… miz ko na xa!!! mwah.. love u

i mit him sa smart last april 26,2005,, sa soulmate yun e!!la kz mapag kabalahan,,, taz yun tumagal kming txtm8 till now,, i always make biro with him,, sa knya umiiral yung pgkachildish ko.. were frenz but montz later nging kmi,, di ko denedeny na ala akong filingz sa knya,,,itz may 30 nung ngng kmi,, ang saya.. i love him so much,,, d din ngtgal yun,, ngbreak na kmi but were stil fren and still txting to each other,,, mahal na mahl ko xa.. i dont know y? sobrang comfortable ako sa knya.. khit minsan nppkon na me sa knya… lahat ng txt nea nkasave prin sa pone ko,,,xa nkipagbreak skin not knowing d fact na committed pla xa sa iba,,,aug 4 ng nlman ko yun dhil sa frenzter… nbbsa ko ang testi ng gurl as well as him yung testi nea sa gurl,,, sobra me nsktan..pinilit kong umiwas pro di ko ngawa….sbi ng fren ko wag ko xa seryosohin kz tlgang mssktan ako,,, sa sobrang galit ko pinilit ko yung bestfren ko na mgng kmi,,, khit my gf na xa,, nwala din yung sa amin ng bestfren ko kz hnngng fren lng kme.. sa nangyari naapektuhan ang frenzhip namen,,,august 16,, inuman tym,.. bday ni riz.. my new faces sa party and i mit jacob,,, sa sobrang galit ko ngwa kong mkipaghalikan sa taong wala akong comitment,,god sobrang lasing ako,,,

cnbi ko lhat ky lawrence yun… hay lawrence sana alam mo kung gnu kta kmahal sa 5 months na mgktxt tau!!! i rili ..rili love u.. hindi ka gnun kdali tnggalin sa isip ko,,, bec.of u ngwa ko ang bgay na dpat di ko gnwa,,, nkkturn off nga ako.. nakakapanliit coz never kong gnwa yun sa lyf ko!~!!!

• for last sana mahalin mo rin me,,, lam mo gstong-gusto na ktang makita para malaman mo kung ano tlaga ako,,, im not imature,,, gsto ktang tanungin "LAWRENCE WOULD U LIKE TO STAY WITH ME",? would u be mine? i rili,,rili love you……..

mmmmmmmwaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!